| I am having Chris raaaage recently. I just wish I could be friends with him properly - I've gotten closer than ever to that goal which, pathetically, only equates a Facebook friendship. We've been emailing back and forth but he *sucks* at replying so I've had to prompt him. I think I'm going to just give up now - on the plus side, I am no longer terrified of the prospect of having to set foot in Birmingham, and could even risk asking if he fancied meeting up, if I ever *was* there. So I guess it's a positive thing no matter what, right? Also, how do you meet people after Uni? I am at a loss, I would like to try out a relationship with a man again, but I have no idea how to meet them, and internet dating isn't my thing - I tried it, it didn't feel real enough, even though the girl was lovely and we were seeing each other for a month or so. I just want to meet someone by chance, and fall for them, as that's the only kind of relationship I've known. I need to break out of this mental level of idealism! I'm going to Bournemouth this Sunday - Thursday to visit Jenny with Verity, and I am mega excited. I haven't seen V in about 2 months and Jenny...I don't even know, closer to 4? o.0 The problem is, my Latin teacher has hinted I will have an interview for the PGCE coming up, and the first batch of interviews are late next week. FVKVFSVFBFVJHD SHORT NOTICE. I still haven't even had a letter yet. Allow me to walk you through the interview process: 1) Group interview of terror with 2 other applicants. 2) Go and write an essay on an educational issue they'll set me. 3) Oh, while you're at it, go into this room and translate this piece of Latin for us, without a dictionary or any guidance. 4) ...Done? Okay, now I'm going to give you a random bit of Latin grammar. Go away for a few minutes and plan a lesson around it. Then deliver the lesson, probably in front of those other 2 applicants. 5) One on one interview. <-- TERROR. There's no way I can be prepared within a week, even if I *wasn't* going away! I'm hoping some of this won't happen because that is an INSANELY big and scary interview! Hold me?
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